unintended…

壓力進一步濃厚起來，
感到很沉重，
一時間接收到太多不懂得反應的訊息。

兩股價值觀在不安的氣氛中碰撞消耗，
別要我表態，
對於我來說太遙遠，
現在的我只想要實實在在的安全感。

一返唻香港就感受到各方面既壓力，
好難討好晒咁多面，
最怕係全部都唔討好。

由假期既天堂跌入地獄。

這一年太多重要的改變。
做過很多重要的決定，
雖然不曾後悔，
但絕大部份都是任性的。

感謝在我22歲這一年對我好的所有人，
也特別感謝朋友，
我明白一直很幸運受到很多關心，
今年的我覺得朋友是重要的。
也希望身邊的人原諒我這一年做過的任性事。

You could be my unintended choice to live my life extended
You could be the one I’ll always love

You could be the one who listens to my deepest inquisitions
You could be the one I’ll always love

I’ll be there as soon as I can
But I’m busy mending broken Pieces of the life I had before

First there was the one who challenged all my dreams and all my balance
She could never be as good as you

You could be my unintended choice to live my life extended
You should be the one I’ll always love

I’ll be there as soon as I can
But I’m busy mending broken Pieces of the life I had before

I’ll be there as soon as I can
But I’m busy mending broken Pieces of the life I had before

Before you

i can see the dark side of human from you.
don’t make me feel sick about.
…..and now i am sure you will never understand why things happened like this.

如果．．．
從愛情和照顧別人中可以獲得滿足感和成功感，
或許把它當作工作般看待，
我也能用心處理得很好。

令人煩惱的商業關係問題，
做生意如果能做到雙贏當然最好。
但當雙贏不能達成時，
便要選擇一拍兩散還是損人利己。

嗯．．．看來我不是生意人。

Baby I’m afraid……of a lot of things, but
I ain’t scared of lovin’ you.
Baby I know you’re afraid of a lot of things, but
Don’t be scared of love, coz…
People will say all kinds of things,
But that don’t mean a damn to me, coz…..
All I see is what’s in front of me,
And that’s ….you.

Well, I’ve been dragged all over the place,
I’ve taken hits ….. time just don’t erase.
And baby I can see you’ve been fucked with too,
But that don’t mean your lovin’ days are through.
Coz…. people will say all kinds of things,
That don’t mean a damn to me, coz….
All I see is what’s in front of me,
And that’s ….you.

Well I may be just a fool,
But I know we’re just as cool…..
And … cool kids,
They belong …… together.

feel sick for not be able to be frank, to explain, to say… what I wanted to.

people always assume bad intention for what you’ve done.
no matter how or when you did it.

white lies?
try to be a better guy and you turn out get everybody hurt.
so naive to have ever…. tried… keeping everyone content.

why bother…..be good if you are the bad guy in the end?
bad guys do things in bad intention, right?

ridiculous.

Let me apologize to begin with
Let me apologize for what I’m about to say
But trying to be genuine was harder than it seemed
And somehow I got caught up in between

Let me apologize to begin with
Let me apologize for what I’m about to say
But trying to be someone else was harder than it seemed
And somehow I got caught up in between

Between my pride and my promise
Between my lies and how the truth gets in the way
The things I want to say to you get lost before they come
The only thing that’s worse than one is none

And I cannot explain to you
In anything I say or do or plan
Fear is not afraid of you
But guilt’s a language you can understand
I cannot explain to you
In anything I say or do
But hope the actions speak the words they can